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Still Here: When Love Meets Fear

There’s a moment in life—sometimes more than one—when you find yourself caring deeply for someone who just can’t meet you where you are.

Maybe it’s fear. Maybe it’s timing. Maybe it’s something they haven’t yet said out loud, even to themselves.

That’s the emotional terrain explored in Still Here, one of the stories in my upcoming collection Threads of Light. It follows Liam—the same Liam readers met in The Second Coming of Grace—through a deeply personal chapter of his life: the aftermath of being outed at his high school graduation, and the quiet, complicated connection he begins to form with someone new in Toronto.

His name is Rowan. And he’s not ready.

Still Here isn’t a love story in the traditional sense. It’s about showing up for yourself even when someone else can’t show up for you. It’s about the way healing and hurt sometimes hold hands. And it’s about those rare people who strike a chord in you—so deeply, so unexpectedly—that walking away isn’t simple, even when it’s necessary.

But it’s not a tragedy. Because Liam doesn’t disappear into someone else’s fear.

He stays.

The story is also about staying—with yourself, with your truth, and with the possibility that someone else’s no right now doesn’t mean no forever. In a world full of ghosting, delay texts, and emotionally unavailable almosts, Still Here is a story of quiet defiance. It’s about choosing not to run.

And if you’ve ever loved someone who wasn’t quite ready—or if you’ve ever been that person—you may find something familiar in Liam’s journey.

Threads of Light releases July 28. And when it does, I hope Still Here offers a little comfort, a little clarity, and a reminder that being the one who stays is a strength—not a flaw.


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Naomi Vondell

Naomi Vondell is a Canadian writer of literary fiction with spiritual undertones, emotional resonance, and a touch of quiet humour. She lives in Northwestern Ontario, having spent most of her adult life in Toronto and the surrounding area. Her work explores themes of identity, memory, faith, and transformation. A lifelong storyteller, Naomi’s creative path has included acting, songwriting, and screenwriting. She holds a Master’s degree in clinical psychology and worked for years as a psychometrist before turning to fiction full-time. She earned her Creative Writing Certificate from the University of Toronto and studied screenwriting through UCLA Extension, where she trained with industry professionals—including a Star Trek: The Next Generation writer. Naomi is also a caregiver, a lover of Shakespeare and Buster Keaton, a fan of classic sitcoms and naval history, and a survivor of childhood bullying due to her neurodivergence. Her writing is shaped by curiosity, compassion, and a deep reverence for stories that reach across time. She is currently at work on a play (The Shell), two feature films (Going Global and a body-swap political satire), and a companion story collection titled Before the Light.

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